Being happy of who really i am

Things have been pretty hard. Well, maybe it is better to feature that I have been very hard on myself. Mostly because of everything that I’ve gone finished and it probably doesn’t help that in the past year, I see that I’ve actually gotten older… looking. I utilised to be mistaken for someone 10 to 15 years younger. Now, I think that I’m actually hunting my age and that bothers me. It’s hard for me to see happy with who I am when I don’t see like I really know the person that I am anymore. I see like I am someone completely different and I’m not sure that’s very good.

I’m bushed a lot of the time, I am not as driven to accomplish things like I utilised to be. I am more prone to just want to verify some instance to breath instead of rush finished the things that I have to do.

I’ve gotten into a place where I don’t see like I am effort enough done with my time, and yet, I am not pushing myself to accomplish more. I really need to break discover of this rut and get motivated. However, my arm hurts, my back hurts… my throat hurts a little… nothing tastes very good to me anymore, so I’m not eating. And I don’t know, I guess that I’m just not seeing the concern in the same artefact I utilised to.

I need to verify more interest in myself and my life. I need to find new things to motivate me into effort things done. That is what I really need to do.