I know i will win a lottery

The old saying goes; “You gotta be in it to get it”. This is very true and I can’t hit this goal on my list if I hit never purchased a lottery listing for the big drawing. I am not even sure what the jackpot is up to at this point in time but I am going to go after impact and purchase myself a nice little pink listing int he hopes that I might STRIKE IT BIG tomorrow night! In the event I did get the lotto, I module be sure to remove this from my to do list but I don’t see that happenening anytime soon! hahaha

I know it module happen…I module either make a aggregation of money from my newborn employ or winning a aggregation of money, who knows someone may just give me a large sum of money:) Either way when I do I want to first support my family and give my babies everything that they need, and support as some people as I can who are less fortunate than I am. I am happy though right now that I hit 3 beautiful babies and a loving wonderful husband:) I already see blessed!

Being happy of who really i am

Things have been pretty hard. Well, maybe it is better to feature that I have been very hard on myself. Mostly because of everything that I’ve gone finished and it probably doesn’t help that in the past year, I see that I’ve actually gotten older… looking. I utilised to be mistaken for someone 10 to 15 years younger. Now, I think that I’m actually hunting my age and that bothers me. It’s hard for me to see happy with who I am when I don’t see like I really know the person that I am anymore. I see like I am someone completely different and I’m not sure that’s very good.

I’m bushed a lot of the time, I am not as driven to accomplish things like I utilised to be. I am more prone to just want to verify some instance to breath instead of rush finished the things that I have to do.

I’ve gotten into a place where I don’t see like I am effort enough done with my time, and yet, I am not pushing myself to accomplish more. I really need to break discover of this rut and get motivated. However, my arm hurts, my back hurts… my throat hurts a little… nothing tastes very good to me anymore, so I’m not eating. And I don’t know, I guess that I’m just not seeing the concern in the same artefact I utilised to.

I need to verify more interest in myself and my life. I need to find new things to motivate me into effort things done. That is what I really need to do.

My mom and I eventually figured it’s just stress

I got this stems backwards to when I was uncovering out what was medically wrong with me. My mom and I eventually figured it’s just stress. I didn’t really do a whole lot about it, because things started to get better (physically that is). However, things are getting worse again. I don’t feel stressed, but it’s now country to me that my body is. Sometimes I can just feel my breadbasket every clenched and knotted. I’ve thought perhaps it’s not IBS, but a food intolerance thus I was considering feat on an voiding diet to see what intolerance I have. However, upon hunting into that, I haven’t even heard of half the foods I’d hit to eat (let alone having eaten them before) so I doubt that would impact for me.

So my mom and I were talking about it every terminal night and we concluded, once again, that it likely is just pronounce (not any of the other things I hit thought it could be). Up until this every started (1.5 years ago or so) my life had never really had stress. But dead I was waiting for the final marks of my first semester in university, I had dubiety with my church, dubiety with my dad’s job, and I had a co-op in a year and there was a good chance I’d be away from home for the first time because of it. So I think it’s pretty country it was pronounce and unfortunately, things haven’t really improved every that much.

Thus, upon talking to mom and doing research, I hit decided to do a few things. First, exercise. It module help my body relax, destress itself, and nonnegative it’s another content of mine. Secondly, I module meditate (and hopefully at the same time do the other content of teaching myself hypnosis). Thirdly, I’m not feat to eat as much at one sitting. Then on crowning of this, I module continue reading the book on pronounce I bought. It has a set of questions which you respond to see how stressed you are. I find those questions are always difficult to respond since I haven’t been in every of the situations but I tried to respond the best I could. According to the book, I’m on the higher modify of having moderate stress.